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Since I was little ive wanted to join the Australian Defence Force to be a soldier on the frontline….
What do I do?
Im a 1st year apprentice in landscaping. Yeah it fun, i have constructed incredible things in peoples backyards, transforming nothing into something you see in a magazine.

When i finished school, i realized ive not given much a go and never tried my best. And i regret it soo much. I told myself ill never let an opportunity go past as it may never come back. I got offered an apprenticeship and i said yes.

But deep down i live and breath the life of a soldier…. I walk with authority and im scared of nothing. Id give my life for anyone, im a protector. Guardian. A Soldier.

I read military books, watch army movies and i even have a tattoo of dog tags on my arm.

But i keep being pressured? Into doing something else. I want to keep my relationship, but to be in the army.
Military is all i think and feel.

But i said id live by my quote.
“Take advantage of every opportunity, as it may never come again”.
I can join army at any time, but this apprenticeship will not come again.

Any advice?

Heyyyy everyone!!!
How was your day? Bettter than mine? Fuck awesome shiz haha.

Wanna know about my borin day? Cause not, but tellin anyway ;-).

Work up early once again, but this time it was for tafe (college for trades). Managed to eat my breaky and rock up just on time with my mate.
Sat outfront of our classroom quickly revising a drainage topic for a mid sem test. Lucky for me, drainage im a nerd at :-P. Jugged down my coffee and sat down ready to ace da shiz.
Much easier than i thought, think i got like 80%, teach said i was good except maths. Ok to make a thing clear, I FUCKIN HATE MATHS!!!! LOL.

After that shit was over, got prepared for the practical class. Had to install an Ag line on a gradient using survey lasers. Ever seen those guys standing on street with tripod thing, that piece of shit that costs $5000+ and is a pain to keep settin up.
An Ag line is a pipe that has holes in it to draw moisture from soil to take away.
My mate and I cruised through that at easy, but gotta finish it off next week.

Little worried, my teach taught my boss. And was saying to be careful that he might rip me off in my pay. Apparently im meant to get all these award allowances which i dont get. Like if it takes me more than 5min to get to work, i should get 75c per km, plus more other stuff i should get and that i should be earning a lot more money than what im gettin, so a little unsure.
If anyone a apprentice landscaper in nsw please email me.

Anyway after feeling ripped off, packed up and left.
Went and picked up my girlfriend and drove to bunnings (hardware store) needed new work gloves. Found this angled screw driver so i bought it as i need one to get speakers out of my car and need for that shiz. Need give it a go.

Got home round 6. Had shower and gave myself a treat haha, i deserve it, got no sex lastnight so needed it.

I cooked pasta again with my fav garlic bread, fuckin good. Then ate some chocolate and oreos.
Decent day i think.

Got questions or wanna say something please do.

My work mate and I sat on our arse chucking rocks through a whole in a box, yeaaa great fun, at least i got paid for it.
Once this truck got in, had to unload more than 3 fuckin thousand pavers (bricks), biggest pain ever. Mean while its hot, felt like mid summer, sweat drippin off me like a waterfall. Had breaks trought it thank fuck lol.
Funny thing happened, my boss keeps gettin this chick texting him, the text will say ” hey its angie, im 34 with double ds, blonde hair blue eyes”…. but my boss never says you got wrong number, i said to give my number so i could find out what the go was, sucks she never texted me.
Luckily once we unloaded all the pavers we got to knock off early. i messeged my girlfriend to let her know i finished work. Got home, sat on the toliet, watched some porn on phone and had a pull, haha needed it. shower was good too, enjoyed relaxing.
Ended up going to officeworks, need to print photos of plants to study for an ident test ( naming plant by lookin at it). By then the girlfriend had finished work and took her with me.
For fuck sakes people, all i needed what 10 photos to print and i had to wait for fucks infront to get like 100 photocopies of shit. fuckin slow pricks. Was fuckin releaved to get my photos, forgot to buy pencils and other things in my fustration, just wanted to get home.
I organised to cook dinner for my girlfriend at 7, got shits with her because she does stuff without tellin me, so lucky i called to say i was coming to pick her up just as she was leaving to go out with her friend. i ended up cooking cabanara ( think spelt like that) with garluc, fuck it was good. then went past maccas for mcflury, malteser soo shit. Now im inbed with girlfriend. hoping for sex tonight, really want to pound that pussy ;-) lol.
hate how people sit on facebook all day, like get a life. my girlfriend always on, i dont understand it.
My name Luke for all you peeps.

Ask questions, do whatever.

Thought Id treat this like a blog and every detail about my life with you.

Hearing my alarm ring early this morning at 6:30, knowing I have to get my ass outta bed for work. No one wants to go to work, wish I didnt have to. Even I say i enjoy my job,… thats all bullshit. haha.
Pull on my work pants that I might aswell fuckin sleep in as I wear them every day, Im too cheap to buy more. Should get a work uniform. Put on my bright yellow-green fluro work shirt.

I have to be a good boyfriend and say goodbye to my girlfriend before I leave for work, gave her a nice kiss to as I do every other morning.

Grabbed a bowl of cheerioes, gotta say they arent bad, i thought they would taste shit. No idea why, but i chuck on 7mate and watch some peter pan cartoon shit, whilst my mum comes down stairs to get ready herself and calls me simple minded for watching a kiddys show. well like screw you, ill watch it still, lol.
Finally get my butt in the car and drive a couple suburbs over to work.

Should probably mention that i am a apprentice landscaper, it is good job for shit pay. Give the boss a hey as i turn up, get the lay down for the plans for today. pretty had to sit around waiting for a truck and thats it. Swept a footing ( a footing is the base for what a brick wall is built on) ..TBC